What have I gotten into?

I stayed at work today for 10 hours VOLUNTARILY. I hate myself a little bit.

I had to do some employee training with a new system that I helped create (OK, that I created). It was a system to seriously cut back on the amount of paper we use involving online data forms and BLAH! I was ambivalent about it from the start because I thought we should get Tech Support involved, after all - it's their job, not mine OH WAIT, I am capable therefore it is my job! Well, I started to get excited about the whole process because I got the opportunity to play with a new computer program and I still think that what I came up with is pretty cool. However, there are all these other variables that make it so that I have serious doubts about how this is ever going to fully function. Fuck. Me.

The point is this, I understand that this is my first "Real Job" and I'm trying to keep that in perspective by not getting caught up in it so much that it effects my Real Life. I'm torn because half of the time I'm telling myself to suck it up and the other half I'm adding up the hours of daylight I miss in a week & thinking about how if they just had a soundproof room you could go into and scream in, I might not go insane.