Awww

Thank you to everyone for all of the lovely Christmas cards. They are decorating my windowsill and I enjoy looking at them everyday. I truly appreciate each one, thank you for making me feel loved when I'm feeling a little lonely.

Doug and I decided to have Christmas separately with our families, I thought: hey, we're adults we don't have to be together everyday, he can have Christmas with his fam, and I'll have Christmas with mine -- it will be just like every other Christmas I've ever had (HA!). That was all fine & dandy until I was smacked again with the horrible realization that I AM A GIRL. It was awful, I was all sad and emotional (frickin' gross) not because he'd be gone for a few days but because, barf, we wouldn't be together on Christmas! Who knew I cared so much?! Ah, but there's no denying that I do, for the first time in my life, I have a tiny sense of how this holiday could bring you down, because I'm missing the man I love. On that note I'd say it's time for a drink! CHEERS.