uNtItLed undecided

Have you ever watched rain fall in a puddle? Sometimes it is the only way to tell if it's actually raining. I love and hate that about rain -- it can be hardly enough to even observe, yet still plenty to ruin a good day. It seeped into my skin on Saturday and did just that. I sat and watched that puddle forever while I waited for warmth to return to my body.

The chill subsided eventually. Nonetheless, even now I could use a little sunshine. I felt the effects of the weather slowing me down today. I got up motivated and went to work on applying for jobs, per usual. I found a job that honestly interested me (that's always a pleasant surprise) and then after I spent what seemed like forever filling out another application and making more revisions on my resume, I realized it was only a part-time position. I decided to send it in anyway. I'm going to need something more than part-time, however, I'm starting to get ...who am I kidding? I am desperate right now to find a job, and most pressingly, some funds. After submitting everything for that job, I started surfing through other job sites until the words all blurred together and I decided to leave my computer before I threw my monitor through the window.

Tomorrow, I'm hoping the weather will shape up and inspire me on my quest to apply to the other two locations I wanted to apply to in-person: I'm days away from crawling in and begging or bribing people to hire me :) Then, it's back to sprawling out over the Classifieds on my livingroom floor and possibly calling the staffing agency again to tell them I've lowered my standards = I'm willing to do anything.